you met me at a very strange time in my life

May I introduce myself?
Janine. Female. Twenty-one. Bisexual. German. Very addicted to Tumblr since 17.01.2011. Former url → rainbowrubbish. Any more questions? Just ask! (◕ω◕✿)

Mostly you'll find Supernatural, Orphan Black, Breaking Bad, Sherlock, Teen Wolf, The Walking Dead, EXO and Game Of Thrones here, but also other movies and tv shows. Well, basically everything I love and everything I'm obsessed with (and some hidden personal things).

Look,” she says, raising her Tina Colada, “I owe you a kind of explanation. I know you probably think I’m a horrid bitch from the planet Schizophrenia, but I’m honestly not trying to mess with your head. I’m just messing with my own head and I seem to have dragged you along for the ride. I think you’re nice to me and that scares the fuck out of me. Because when a guy’s a jerk or an asshole, it’s easier because you know exactly where you stand. Since trust isn’t an option, you don’t have to get all freaked out about maybe having to trust him. Right now I’m thinking about ten things at the same time, and at least four of those things have to do with you. If you want to leave right now and drive home and forget my name and forget what I look like, I wouldn’t blame you in the least. But what I’m trying to say is that if you did that I would be sorry. And not just sorry in an I-apologize-I’m-so-sorry way, but sorry in a sad-that-someting-that-could’ve-happened-didn’t way.

"Nick And Norah’s Infinite Playlist" by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan

One minute was enough, Tyler said; a person had to work hard for it, but a minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.

Chuck Palahniuk - “Fight Club (Chapter 3)

You said I killed you - haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always, take any form, drive me mad! Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!

"Wuthering Heights" by Emily Bronte

Death Note

Death Note

Cassandra Clare - "City Of Ashes" (p. 139)

Simon: "Is standing by the window muttering about blood something he does all the time?"
Jace: "No, sometimes he sits on the couch and does it."

I was all alone in my head — exactly what I had once wanted. It made me feel lost.

Stephenie Meyer - “The Host”

Cassandra Clare - “City Of Bones”

“Since I’ve met you, everything I’ve done has been in part because of you. I can’t untie myself from you, Clary – not my heart or my blood or my mind or any other part of me. And I don’t want to.”
“You don’t?” she whispered.
He took a step towards her. His gaze was fastened on her face, as if he couldn’t look away. “I always thought love made you stupid. Made you weak. A bad Shadowhunter. To love is to destroy. I believed that.”
She bit her lip, but she couldn’t look away from him, either.
“I used to think being a good warrior meant not caring,” he said. “About anything, myself especially. I took every risk I could. I flung myself in the path of demons. I think I gave Alec a complex about what kind of fighter he was, just because he wanted to live.” Jace smiled unevenly. “And then I met you. You were a mundane. Weak. Not a fighter. Never trained. And then I saw how much you loved your mother, loved Simon, and how you’d walk into hell to save them. You did walk into that vampire hotel. Shadowhunters with a decade of experience wouldn’t have tried that. Love didn’t make you weak, it made you stronger than anyone I’d ever met. And I realized I was the one who was weak.”
“No.” She was shocked. “You’re not.”
“Maybe not anymore.” He took another step, and now he was close enough to touch her. “Valentine couldn’t believe I’d killed Jonathan,” he said. “Couldn’t believe it because I was the weak one, and Jonathan was the one with more training. By all rights he probably should have killed me. He nearly did. But I thought of you - I saw you there, clearly, as if you were standing in front of me, watching me, and I knew I wanted to live, wanted it more than I’d ever wanted anything, if only so that I could see your face one more time.”

Cassandra Clare - "City Of Glass"

Simon Lewis: "You look happy. And a good thing for you that she does."
Jace Wayland: "Is this the part where you tell me if I hurt her, you'll kill me?"
Simon Lewis: "No. If you hurt Clary, she's quite capable of killing you herself. Possibly with a variety of weapons."

Love didn’t make you weak, it made you stronger than anyone I’d ever met. And I realized I was the one who was weak.

Cassandra Clare - “City Of Glass” (Jace Wayland)